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Woke up to this catastrophe
of a life I grew
In this damn economy
I’m bound to drown too
I like the way you talk to me
So I’ma let you do you
Thought she needed everything
Oh what a fool

This is where I grow now
This is where they water my soul now
I guess this is home now

When I relax I get an acid flashback
It’s not as fun as it sounds
My whole life fits in one backpack
So I keep running around
The worst part is if we fall in love
Cause ill probably let you down
I can’t dance when I’m this fucked up
I just don’t hear a sound

This is where I grow now
This is where they water my soul now
I guess this is home now

If I knew that I was that blind
Could that of changed my mind
Embarrassed by the lights
In which I used to shine

And this is where I grow now
This is where they water my soul now
I guess this is home now
I guess this is home now

Rotisserie

This combination burns my heart alive
I only think of things that I can’t find
Illustrations buried in my mind
Porcelaindolls with tears in their eyes
Why am I still so surprised
Everything I see is just a disguise
A fortune built on stealing others space
Smile and say its ok

What if meat we eat eats us
What if I suddenly combust
Terrified of choking in my own dust
I bought a ticket for the both of us

"Van Gogh cut off his ear and gave it to aprostitute
who flung it away inextremedisgust.
Van, whores don’t wantears
they wantmoney.
I guess that’s why you weresuch a greatpainter:
Youdidn’t understandmuchelse.”

What if meat we eat eats us
What if I suddenly combust
Terrified of choking in my own dust
I bought a ticket for the both of us

So sit and bitch no one really minds
All they want to hear is the prettiest cries
Living day to day like a rotisserie
This smoke is as cold as it’s ever been

Living day to day like a rotisserie
This smokes as cold as it’s ever been

The thought

The thought that I could crumble in an instant
It’s a sick lust that I just can’t deny
This weakness gives me some sort of pleasure
Till I start plummeting
Back to my old life
I thought that there’s a way to live forever
Until you destroyed all those dreams
So now I’ll just have to pretend
Like I’m loving living free

There I was beside you as you glistened
Now I’m coming down with something new
And even though you never cared much for it
I was crying just for you

Now I’m coming down with something funny
A new kind of feeling I wouldn’t choose
And though I’m loving every second of it
I’m still missing all of you

There I was beside you as you glistened
Now I’m coming down with something new
And even though you never cared much for it
I was crying just for you

The thought that I could crumble in an instant
It’s a sick lust that I just can’t deny
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